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feel so worst,. gagal,. bnr2 gk mudah bgt bwt nrimanya trnyata,. i thought i was gud,. i thought i could pass it,. but i DIDNT,.
i'm so bad at acceptance of failure,. i'm not gud at it,. apa pun,. in my life's goals or relationship with people,. i'm soo not gud at it,.
ak takut gagal,. i feel like the world hates me,. God hates me,. and i'm going to fail again and again,. :(
i want 2 reach dis,. i HAVE TO reach dis goal. But i'm scared dat i cant,. wat if the real thing is actually i'm not be able to reach dis goal,. i dont have it,. the skill, the brain,. oh maii,.
here i am,. back 2 the old me,. full with negative energy,. my friend call it >> pembunuhan karakter hahaa :(
they said, kegagalan adalah kesuksesan yg trtunda,. or its not dat bad, its just God has another plan 4 me, trust it,.
i hope dey r rite,. coz dats all is wat i'm trying 2 believe and trust rite now,. yeah, i have 2 move on,. i have 2 pass the 2nd exam,. i HAVE TO,.
okaaaayy, enough crying,. face the future,. mli dr niat yg bnr2 serius klu pgn lulus den usaha yg bnr2 maksimal trus doa ma ibadah yg bnr2 tulus n rutin,. bkn krn lagi butuh DY aj,.
yuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuppppppppppsssssss!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
semangaaaaaaaaatttt,.
>> mncoba ngebkin positive mind set,. heheeee,.
daaaaaannnn...
smoga smua keakinan n positif mood ini brtahan,. amiiiiiiiiiiiin,.
God,. pliiis help me dis time,. i really need you..
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