..me and my world..

*binun mode on.*
ak binuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuun. pgn bgd nglepas status jomblo sialan ini.
bisa2 krn bareng lora mulu ak dBlg lesbi,. ato krn slalu brsama bnyk lelaki, jd dBlg cewek gag bner lg ma lora *hey!! told u once again. MOST of MY FRENS MEMANG brjenis kelamin LELAKI!!!! bknny gonta ganti cowo trus jd cewek gag bner!!*
but wen guys showed up n offerring me relationship,. ak jd org yg penuh ketakutan n pertimbangan yg minta ampun bnykny, walopun i like dat guy,. or even i already luv dat guy,.
silly.
no.
stupiiiiiiid.
i guess last relationship has a really big effect 2 me. scared 2 fall in luv again. scared 2 have relationship again. takut akhirny dSakiti ato pun menyakiti.
*i know,. it sound little bit drama,. but IT IS wat i feel.*
ak jd pny masalah ma a thing called TRUST ato PERCAYA.
*i guess,. its a big bullshit.*
susah bwt prcaya cowok,.
*sry guys,. but most of my FRENS r GUYS,. and U R really HARD 2 TRUST.*
yg ak pgenin skrg mgkin sumting yg pasti,. relationship yg pasti,. coz i scared 2 feel the pain again or i'll be the one who leave him in pain,.
but,. u know,. bwt tawu pastiny memang hrs dJalanin kan??? God will lead the way, n in the end kta bkl tawu HE IS or HE is NOT.
Damn,.
susaaahnyaaaaaaaa,.
U____U'



>> ak uda gag tawu lg cara ngubah sindrom HARD 2 TRUST ini,.
gag mgkin jg ak gni trus,,. gag mawu jg jd perawan tua.
huhuhuhuhuhuhuw :((







NB :
bwt kmu,iyakmu,.
it is not i DUN LUV u.
i DO LUV u.
but dis is wat i feel,.
and i know ur last relationship sucks too,.
so i guess,. yeah,. u're rite,.
WE need time.
if WE ARE, i will be happy dat u r my NEXT BEST THING in my life.






LUV U,.
xoxo